If Only
If only i can lie to my heart
Obviously i’ve said that i’ve nobody
If only GOD won’t find anything hide in my heart
Probably i’ve been hiding the thing that should not be blow up yet
If only my heart beat just the same like any other ordinary day
Perhaps i won’t be these tired breathing between the beat..
If only people didn’t noticed
May be i can just let my cheek blushed freely
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But…
these is the real life
It has consequences that i have to keep my feeling away..
For a while…
And for something worth a life time waiting
Untill ‘If only’ turn to be’ the -ing verb’
Just about time..
Jatinangor, 060410, 16.58
